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Re: Re: Where do I Start? |
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robin justice |
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Jul 11, 06 - 9:21 PM |
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24.159.123.168 |
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rgdj77@yahoo.com |
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yahoo |
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hi icedream,
thank you for such a quick response. you are very right. i do deserve better. i was married to two wonderful and loving men. i know that things are NOT supposed to be this way. i think little by little over the past few years he has really convinced me that if i do have him arrested and his ass thrown in jail that he will get out one day and ,,,, well, i know you have heard that before. but i live about 2 hrs. from my family on nearly nothing now. i just finished putting my son threw law school and he takes the bar this month. i am basically broke. the point of that being that when he gets out ,,, there are two ways to get into my home very easily. and he knows both of them. i cannot afford to get them fixed. i am terrified that he will come in on me in the middle of the night when nobody could see him. are there any resources for things like that? with my dad's recent death (yes, another horrible death i had to go through ,, he was my hero and i will never get over losing him) and my son's education ,,, well, money isn't very handy right now. i want peace and that feeling of no fear again. i am finished with all his bull****. sorry if that word isn't allowed but it is the truth. he is an admitted compulsive liar, an abuser of women, he cheats with other women and at times i think with other men (he is a drug addict that would do ANYTHING for money), a controller, a freeloader ,,,, and i am just tired of all of it.
thank you for listening. you are right icedream. other women have done it. i think i have just been beat down and need to get my strength back. maybe talking about the no good ******* will help.
hugs,
robin |
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