So glad to hear that even though you are not feeling very well, you still believe that God loves you.
Even in my darkest times in my latest bout of depression, I still know God is with me, and because of this knowledge, I think my relationship with God has become stronger. He sees me at my worst, when I cannot do very much, and loves me anyway. He is my reason to continue on. I pray this for you, too.
I praise God for his unconditional love...and pray that we would all experience it, know it, and love each other as He loves us.