Thank you for sharing the quotation and your honest heart cry.
You are a encouragement to me and a big blessing in my time here on this forum.
Remember Don't give up, God is with you all the way!
Last night I read Psalms 119. A few of the verses spoke to me one particularly was verse 28
"My soul weeps because of grief; Strengthen me according to Thy word." NASB
and then when I continued to read down the chapter verse 50 says this,
"This is my comfort in my affliction, that Thy word has revived me." NASB
In my grief and affliction I do feel dead and I need to be revived.
I love the book of Psalms, I can so relate to David. I wander how much he might of struggle with depression as well. He surely had a lot of circumstances in his life to give him circumstantial depression.
Praying for you, that you will continue to find comfort in your struggles.
so i've been a total slacker at checking this board - but i'm trying to catch up and this caught my eye because i LOVE C. S. Lewis. I read everything i can get my hands on that he wrote!