Dear Karla,
You are precious in God's sight. He is not unaware of what you are going through. He is not the one that is judging you. I know that when I am going through the dark days, I don't feel God's presence and I have to hold on to what I know is true, God's promises.
Has your Dr. suggested any type of antidepressant? It has been a lifesaver for me. I am praying for you. There are people who understand and know what you are going through. Hang onto Jesus. Remember, this is a season and will not go on forever. I am also lifting up your husband in prayer, that God will give him insight into what you are going through.
