What can I say - my prayers remained unanswered... I just lost the will to live - I wish I could die right now and be set free at last ... all strenght has abandoned me... I'm so lost, lonely, isolated ... I don't feel anything anymore ... it's gone on for too long despite the medication which don't seem to have any effect... I'm stuck in the prison of my mind and in the house .... I'd rather be dead than "live" this way... nothing make sense

please wait, don't do anything you'll regret. i know how you feel i've been there too. talk to me, talk to us. what meds are you on and how long have you been on the med you are taking now, how long have you been on meds in general? please don't give up, don't kill yourself. i don't know you but i care about you. you can email me or post me a meassge if you want.