would like somone to talk with. I have been diagnosed with major depression, sometimes i feel pretty good,then there are very bad day's when i want to die. I have started to cut myself in places nobody can see, it seems to help stress, i know i sound nuts. It seems that when i open up to people they don't listen or they just turn away like i'm not worth their time. I get so tired of stuff and life. Am 52 and disabled with heart problems also. Wife has ms and is mostly bedridden for last 12 yrs.