Hi, on this cool day. Thank you for emailing me. It is a little strange that your name or handle is April. That is the name of the woman i used to talk with. But she found out i was just worthless. She didn't think iwas even worth saying goodbye to. I miss her she was very special and a good caring person. To good for me to talk with i realize now. So you live in alabama, i live in Phenix city. Wish i didn't though. I have mentioned being depressed to family and a couple of other people but won't no more. Its almost like they think you have just told them you have leprosy or somthin. Most people just look at you as being weak. The saying is true that you have to be in somone elses shoes to really understand. I think and feel good some day's. But much has happened latly and not sure if i can make it thru it. I will give it the old determined push and see what gives. My life is really not that important though but trying to get over lifes next little box of bad jokes. Talk with ya later gator. michael
hi michael, my name is april and i'm married. thank you for responding to me. i know how you feel, taking it day by day. one day you feel ok but the next you don't even feel like getting out of bed and it is a struggle to do anything. if there is anything i can do for you to help let me know. do you have a cell phone cause you can call if you need an ear to listen.
april
Only God knows when you are going to die. And He doesn't tell us the time. He sets the day, and time. Killing yourself isn't what He wants. And you know that.