Dear Kimmie,
May God give you strength and help you to find real joy that you may live for Him. Also, that you will find a church that you look forward to attending. Depression, just zaps away your strength and desire and I pray that you will want to go to church, knowing that you will be fed emotionally.
Sometimes, I just drag myself to church, knowing that I am given strength and its like a shot in the arm to make it through the week. Sometimes, I've had to exit out the back early, because the tears start flowing and I don't want people to wonder what's wrong with me.
You need to live for God! He loves you so dearly. It's wonderful that you have a husband, children and parents. God has blessed you greatly. I pray that the medication and counseling will give you the boost you need to get back on the right path and feel real joy.
