please wait, don't do anything you'll regret. i know how you feel i've been there too. talk to me, talk to us. what meds are you on and how long have you been on the med you are taking now, how long have you been on meds in general? please don't give up, don't kill yourself. i don't know you but i care about you. you can email me or post me a meassge if you want.