I pray for healing for you however and whenever God sees fit. I pray for the joy of the Lord (not your own joy) to be your strength. I pray for you to know God more in this time. He loves you so much! I pray for you to really know this in your heart even if you don't feel it at this time.
I also encourage you (if you haven't already done so) to talk to a trusted counsellor; this really helped me, in addition to a trusted doctor and medication, to learn things about myself that helped me make choices to better deal with my depression.
